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I am 31 yrs old. I was diagnosed with Bipolar and Schizophrenia disorder when I was around 11 yrs old. I have been thru so much in my life, that even the worst person wouldn’t wish on another. I have been raped, beaten, used and abused, mentally, physically and sexually. I have been torn and broken. With 4 kids and 20 yrs later, I am still hanging in here.

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My kids are my life.

At the age of 19, I was sent to prison for running over a police officer in my car. I was taken away from my son to be in jail. I also suffered from self-mutilation. Not to harm myself, but to feel the pain; the physical pain makes my mental pain eased, I don’t understand why! But that’s what I’ve realized. After doing it so much I became addicted to cutting myself, I am very scared at times and embarrassed. I don’t want my children to look at me like some freak.

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mother and son 4I am an awesome mother, my son’s father was murdered right in front of me. I was raped and beaten by the people who are supposed to love and protect me. I never had love and affection I needed for growing up. That’s where my first son came in at. Having him I knew I’d have to live forever, I knew I had nothing or no one to worry about. Today, I am going thru so much. But I feel like I have my life in more order than I had it in before. I would like to talk more if I can, to tell more in details as to what else I’ve been through if that’s ok. Please feel free to contact me.

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